i'm the host for imperfection, period.

-i may not shine through other girls but my love for you shines through the world.

-i'm not perfect, but i can try being a perfect lover.

-treat others like how you want to be treated.

-be confident at all times. (love myself!)

-do my best in every work i'm given, do my best in everything.

-tolerate nonsenses.

-speak good english/chinese, no valgurites!

-be more cheerful and helpful.

-good girlfriend.

April 2007

i'm doubled-sided.
i love him.
i love mathethematics.
i nag sometimes.

i don't know why i love you, thats why i love you.

i deleted the previous entry, i felt that i was uttering nonsense. the part which i said i'm still in love with him was true, i ain't denying it. so, i will start ranting about love... :)

i'm in a state of confusion, there are so many questions running through my head, does he notice me, does he care, does he this and that. yeah, i'm like any other girls in love but worse, of course. i'm so troubled over love, it never goes my way! sometimes, i daydream myself being with him, it would feeeeeeeeeeeel sooooooooooo gooooooooooood! then again, it will never happen. if it ever happens, i'm sure to faint. X)

he does'nt know i still love him, he thinks i have forgotten about him, should i tell him i still have feelings for him or should i keep things this way? ooooh, my head is spinning! i'm very stupid when it comes to love. somebody, heeeeelp me! :(